I was having one of those days where I look at my unchecked to-do list… I see my belly pooch and I ruffle my already unkept hair. I am under the weight of so many expectations I have for myself. One thing people always have to remind me to do is to take it easy. I never ever give myself a break. I am not a workaholic, I just have all these ideas of what should be accomplished… but it’s not done.
Some of it will get done, some of it won’t.
I am very self conscious about my slower metabolism (what I have to work out now? But all I did before was run a mile once a month and that’s it?! I can’t go to a gym!). I had the option to beat myself up more or do something. No, that something wasn’t working out. That only works on people who are more humble than I! I decided to switch out some of the artwork in my picture frames. Yes, that is considered fun for me! And then I was wondering if I should go bold and dress as Jem from Jem and the Holograms, famous 80s cartoon.
I’m not a diehard fan, I barely know about it. But after seeing the atrocious trailer for the modern day remake, I looked at the credits for the show and I could see why so many people love it. Now I want to watch the cartoon!
Despite thinking “wow, this body sucks.” I remembered I do have some face. My face seems more in my control in this very moment. The rest of my to do list may come or it may not come. We’ll see.